Sunday, June 14, 2009

Few..gazals..from my diary


Muddat say jiss kay waaste Dil bay qaraar tha
Woh laut kar na aaya magar intezaar tha

Jo humsafar tha chorr gaya raah may mujhe
May phans gayee bhanwar main woh darya ke paar tha

Manzil qareeb aayi to tum door hogaye
Itna to tum batao kay yeh kaisa Pyaar tha

Chilman giradi yeh kis ne dono ke darmiyan
Na woh sakoon se betha, na mujh ko qaraar tha

Yeh mukhtasar sa haal hai rukhsat ke waqt ka
Ankhon main aansu aur Dil beqaraar tha

Yeh baat umer bhar samjh na paayi may
Kyun Dil mera us ka talabgaar tha

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phir kisi yaad ne raat bhar hai jagaya mujhko
Kiya saza di hay mohabat nay khudaya mujhko

Din ko aaram hai na rat ko hai chain kabhi
Janay kis khaak say kudrat nay banaya mujhko


Dukh to yeh hai keh zamanay main milay ghair sabhi
Jo mila hai woh mila ban ke paraya mujhko

Jab koi bhi na raha kandha mere ronay ko
Ghar ki deewaron ne seenay say lagaya mujhko

aab to umeed-e-wafa tum say nahein hai koi
Phir charaghon ki tarah kis ne jalaya mujhko

Bewafa zindagi ne jab chor diya hai tanha
Maut ne pyaar say pehloo main bithaya mujhko

Woh diya hoon jo mohabbat ne jalaya tha kabhi
Gham ki andhi ne subah aur shaam bujhaya mujhko

kaisay bhoolon ga tere saath guajare lamhay
Yad aata raha julfon ka hi saya mujhko.....

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Chahoo Jo meri khataoon ki saza do mujh ko
Per Khata kya hai zara itna bata do mujh ko


Meiney chaha tha tumhien aisey tu aakhir kyun kar
In wafaoon k siley aisi wafa do mujh ko


Bhoolna tum ko hamarey liey na mumkin hai
Jo ho sakey tu sanam tum hi bhula do mujh ko


Ab agar soch hi lia hai jo qata ka "SAAIR"
Mein mar hi jaaon koi aisi saza do mujh ko
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phir kisi yaad ne raat bhar hai jagaya mujhko
Kiya saza di hay mohabat nay khudaya mujhko

Din ko aaram hai na rat ko hai chain kabhi
Janay kis khaak say kudrat nay banaya mujhko


Dukh to yeh hai keh zamanay main milay ghair sabhi
Jo mila hai woh mila ban ke paraya mujhko

Jab koi bhi na raha kandha mere ronay ko
Ghar ki deewaron ne seenay say lagaya mujhko

aab to umeed-e-wafa tum say nahein hai koi
Phir charaghon ki tarah kis ne jalaya mujhko

Bewafa zindagi ne jab chor diya hai tanha
Maut ne pyaar say pehloo main bithaya mujhko

Woh diya hoon jo mohabbat ne jalaya tha kabhi
Gham ki andhi ne subah aur shaam bujhaya mujhko

kaisay bhoolon ga tere saath guajare lamhay
Yad aata raha julfon ka hi saya mujhko.....

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Shayri..for my friends


Jitna dostana paya hain aap se,
usse kai jyada paane ko jee chahta hai.
na jaane wo kon si khoobi hai aapme,
ki zindagi bhar dosti nibhani ko jee chahta hi...

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Chiragon se andhere door ho jaate

To chand ki chaht kisse hoti

Kat sakti akeli yeh zindagi

To dosti naam ki cheez hi kyu hoti

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Tum hanso to khusi mujhe hoti hai,

Tum rodo to aankhein meri roti hain.

Mehsoos kar ke dekh lo…..Dosti aise hi hoti hai.


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Har koi pyar k liye tadapta hai….

Har koi pyar k liye rota hai….

Ae dost ye dosti sada kayam rakhna…

Kyunki sabse jyada pyar iss dosti mei he hota hai…

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Wada to nahi karte dosti nibhaynge,

Koshish yahi rahegi apko nahi satayenge,

Zarurat pade to dilse pukarna,

Marte bhi honge to mohlat lekar aayenge

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Karni Khuda se kuch fariyaad baaki hai,

Hamein unse kehni kuch baat baaki hai…

Maut aegi to kehna ruk,abhi apne Dost se Mulaakaat baaki hai….

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Shayari....Sentimental


kyon unki tamana main shamil nahi hain hum
sach to ye hai k un k qabil nahi hain hum
ehsan hoga bhol se agar yaad karain woh,
jin ki yaad se ek pal bhi gafil nahi hum
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main ne faslon ko mitaya woh judai kar gaya
kitna masom tha woh lekin bewafai kar gaya
woh sekha gaya kisi pe na atebar karna
kitni burai kar k ek achai kar gaya.
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us zalim ka youn na intezar karna,
es qatil dil ka na aitebar karna
roz nikla karain kisi ki yaad main ansoo,
itna kabhi na kisi se pyar karna.
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un ki mohabbat ka abhi nishan baki hai,
naam lab par hai aur jaan baki hai,
kiya hua agar dekh kar mouh pher lete hain woh
tassali hai k shakal ki pehchan abhi baki hai
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waqt guzarta raha par sasain thami si thi,
muskura rahe tahe hum par ankhon main nami si thi,
sath humare tha ye sara zamana par,
na jane kyon kisi ki kami si thi.
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Mujhe dard-e-ishq ka maza malum hai,
Dard-de-dil ki inteha malum hai,
Zindagi me kabhi muskurane ki dua na dena,
Mujhe pal bhar muskurane ki saza malum hai.

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palkon ke kinare jo humne bhigoye hi nahi
wo sochte hain hum roye hi nahi
wo poochhte hain khwabon mein kise dekhte ho
hum hain ki ek umar se soye hi nahi.
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Aansuonn ko bahot Samjhaya kay tanhayion mein aaya karo
mehfil mein humaara mazaak mat udaaya karo
Is par ansoon tadap ka boley
Itne logon mein bhi aapko tanha paatey hain
isiliye tunhaara saath dene chale atey hain
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tum laakh chhupao seenein mein, ehsaas humaari chaahat ka
dil jab bhi tumhaara dhadka hai, awaaz yahan tak aayi hai

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Jo taar se nikli hain woh dhun, sab ne suni hai
Jo saaz pe guzri hai woh, kis dil ko pata hai

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Khudah se maine ek duva maangi,
Duva mein apni maut maangi,
Phir khudah ne kaha...
Maut to tujhe de doon par,
Usko kya kahoon jisne teri lambi umar maangi

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meri qabar par phool charha raha hai koi...
meri qabar par ansoo baha raha hai koi…
aye khuda thori se zindagi aur day...
meri qabar se mayoos ja raha hai koi

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AAJ BHI SHAAM KI AANKHEN NAM KYUN HAIN...
HAMEIN TO ARSAA HO GAYA DAASTAANE-GAM SUNAAYE HUE...

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na uda yun thhokaron se meri khaak-e-kabr zaalim...
yahi ek rah gayi hai mere pyar ki nishani.

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iss tarah likhne mein maahir to hum bhi nahi...
aur phir woh keh jaate hain unko koi gum bhi nahi...
kucch to raaz andar inke bhi chipa hoga..
kahin koi dard hoga andar..tabhi to aasuon ka daayra bana hoga

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Unki chahat ko apni mohabbat bana ke dekh
Unki hasi ko apne hoton se muskurakar dekh
Unke ashkon ko apni ankhon se girakar dekh
Unki bechainiyon ke apne dil main basa ker dekh
Ye mohabbat ek hasin tohfa hai ae dost
Kabhi mohabbat ko is tarah bhi nibhakar dekh

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PYAAR BOHUT HAI TUM SE JANA,PER EZHAAR NAHI KARTE
MERI CHUP SE YEH NA SAMAJHNA, TUM SE PYAAR NAHI KARTE
APNI AANKHEIN TU HAR LAMHA,TERI RAAH HI TAKTI HEIN
OR TUM PAGAL YEH KEHTE HO HUM INTIZAR NAHI KARTE

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Dard ko bhi ab dard hone laga hai
Dard apne zakhmo ko dhone laga hai
Dard ko paaker hum to nahi roye
Dard hame paaker rone laga hai

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Main lafzon se kuch bhi izhaar nahi karta
Iska matlab ye nahin ki mai usse pyar nahi karta
Chahata hun mai use aaj bhi
par Uski soch me apna waqt bekar nahi karta
Tamasha na ban jaye kahi mohabbat meri
Isliye apne dard ka izhaar nahi karta
Jo kuch mila hai ussi me khush hun mai
Uske liye khuda se takrar nahi karta
Par... Kuch to baat hai uski fitrat me zalim
Warna ussko chahne ki khata mai baar - baar nahi karta...........

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My Poetry Collection...


Before you, there was only just one heart,
Ever searching, always reaching, but never finding.

Before you, there was only just one soul,
Ever seeking, always yearning, and but never resting.

Before you, there was only just one thought,
Ever striving, always wanting, but never fulfilling.

Before you, there was only just one life,
Ever planning, always hopeful, but never complete.

Before you, there was only just one hope,
Ever lasting, always fleeting, but never achieved.

Before you, there was only just one dream,
Ever longing for, always missed, and never believed.

Then you found me, on wings sent from above.
You taught me life's greatest lesson;
When two hearts merge... it's wonderful love.

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Nothing Can Compare 2 "U"

The gentle breeze of the air around me,
The sound of the ocean slowly rolling,
The beauty of the sunset,
The feel of the sand as I walk along a beach,
Can never compare to you.

The sweet smell of a rose,
The kiss of the snow as it falls to the ground,
The bite of the rain as if falls on me spinning in the street,
The love of my family and friends,
Can never compare to you.

Nothing in this world,
Can compare to the way I feel for you..
The way I feel when I'm with you,
Nothing can compare to tour embrace,
I would give everything... to feel... this love,
The love you once had for me,

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From the Moment

From the moment I looked into your eyes, I knew you were the one,

The one I would spend the rest of my life with, until my time was done.

From the moment I looked into your eyes, I knew you were my soul mate,

The soul mate I waited forever for, but didn't believe in fate.

From the moment I looked into your eyes, I knew my life was about to change,

The change I knew I needed, but always felt my life was in a cage.

From the moment I looked into your eyes, I knew I would be happy forever,

The happiness I have waited so long to have, but didnt believed in happily ever after
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~ It's Love ~

You Want & You get that’s luck.
You Want & You Wait That’s Time.
You Want But You Compromise That’s Life.
You Want & You Wait & You Don’t Compromise That’s Love.
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Saying I do

Is more than saying I love you
It goes beyond describing how my love is true
Because words are not enough to express my love for you.

Saying I do
Is like saying I am here for you
That I am ready to see what the future may bring
Because we are together in everything.

Saying I do
Is saying I am now complete because of you
That the pieces of the puzzle called "my life"
Becomes a beautiful picture called "our love".

And now I am saying "I DO"
As I walk down the aisle with you
This is a lifetime promise that I will hold
A promise I make until we grow old.

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With every word u say
by everything you do
I wonder why each day
I fall more in love with you

Ur very far from perfect
worst guy Ive ever met
but there's something about you
that don't let me get away

Ever since we met I knew how things would be
but I got lost in Ur game and forgot about me

You became all i needed
I was to blind to see
the real you, you never showed
or that I never thought you'd be

I cant choose who to love
but because I love you, I will never let go
unless you want me to..
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In My Life

There are places I remember
All my life, though some have changed
Some for ever, not for better
And some have gone, and some remained
All these places had there moments
With lovers and friends that I still can recall Some are dead and some are living
In my life, I loved them all
But of all these friends and lovers
Still no one, compares with you
And these memories loose their meaning,/p>
When I think of love as something new
No I will never, ever loose affection
For people and things that went before
I'll often stop and think about them
In my life, I loved you more
I know I'll never ever loose affection
For people and things that went before
I'll often stop to think about them
In my life, I loved you more
In my life, I loved you more

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I lie on the ground,
and stare into space,
the stars start to move,
into the shape of your face.

I see you there now,
looking down at me,
with that cute little smile,
that I like to see.

You say "close your eyes",
"tell me what you see",
I see only two people,
just you and me.

We're walking the shoreline,
with our feet getting wet,
the horizon turns pink,
as the sun starts to set.

We make love through the night,
on that white sandy shore,
then I hold you while thinking,
I could want nothing more.

Oh I wish I could be,
in that one special place,
as I lie on the ground,
and I stare into space.




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There are so many words I cannot say,
when I look into your eyes.
I want to be able to tell you one day,
but I'm left speechless every time that I try.

You must have stumbled across the key,
and discovered so much more.
You found a hidden place in me,
you found my heart and opened the door.
And I cried in pain
of losing my dear friend.

Will it ever be the same again?
If it passes will it be the end?
I realized it was worth so much,
as I lie in bed that night.
So I allowed my soul to be touched,
without even putting up a fight.
Are my eyes deceiving me,
when I see you standing there?
Are you playing games,
just to prove I care?

You speak my name in a prelude,
in a reference to love,
with such loving attitude,
as if it were a message from above.
With the palms of your hands
pressed firmly against mine,
a white doves lands,
and the sun begins to shine.

Someday I will see,
though that day has not come yet.
You'll say you love me,
but will you ever forget?
If that happens and my spirit dies,
if my emotions drop,
will you want to hold me when I cry?
Or will the love just suddenly stop?
We can't expect to fall in love and never cry.

You'll stay and play your part,
but after the beauty starts to die,
will your footprints still be on my heart?
Though it would be hard to say goodbye,
your friend I'll always be,
as long as we always try,
to keep the friendship between you and me.

The letter I will not send
will casually inquire,
how could you have brought it to an end?
I was your one desire.
After this life is over,
you'll be one person I know I'll miss.

It'll be too late to start over, and so I leave you with this...
I'll hold you for a lifetime,
if you'll just hold my hand.
We could have a wonderful time,
in the days we have not yet planned.


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You're the first thing I think of
Each morning when I rise.
You're the last thing I think of
Each night when I close my eyes.

You're in each thought I have
And every breath I take.
My feelings are growing stronger
With every move I make.

I want to prove I love you
But that's the hardest part.
So, I'm giving all I have to give
To you... I give my heart.


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My Shyari Collection


Ajnabi raste the
Ajnabi rishte the
Ham kaha ja rahe the
Hum nahi jante the
Ham chale ja rahe hai
Bematlab bewajha
Manjil hai kaha
Hum nahi jante the
Ek wade se bandhe
Khiche ja rahe the
Apna hi wajud
Hum khote ja rahe the
Har baar ek aahat pe
Hum sisak jate the
Koi nahi ayega
Hum jante the
Jindgi dav pe lagakar
Hum jiye ja rahe the
Harenge baaji ye jankar bhi
Jindgi ka jua mout se khele ja rahe the…………………..

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Aapki muskan hamari kamjori hai,

Keh na pana hamari majburi hai,

Aap kyon nahin samajhte is khamoshi ko,

Kya khamoshi ko zuban dena jaruri hai?

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Koi hum-nafs nahi hai koi razdaa nahi hai
Faqt ek dil tha apna so wo meherbaan nahi hai
Marne ka tere gum mein iraada bhi nahi hai
Hai ishq magar itna zyaada bhi nahi hai
Itni patharoon par chal kar aa sako to aa jao
Mere ghar ke raaste kehkashaa nahi hai
Kyon dekhte rehte hai sitaron ki taraf hum
Jab un se mulaqaat ka koi wada bhi nahi hai

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Saath koi na de chalna mujha aata hai..
Thokar lage to gam nahi,
Gir k sambhana mujhe aata hai..

Manzil ke raste phul bichhane ki chah hai,
Kaante mile to kuchlana mujhe aata hai..

Tanhayi mujhe deewana bana nahi sakti,
Waqt ki veeranion se niklana mujhe aata hai..

Rakh banke bikhar jaoo, je bhi mumkin nai..
Har aag se wakif hoo, Jalna mujhe aata hai..

Par pathar ka dil nahi mera
De koi pyar to piglana mujhe aata hai......
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Ek azad parinde ne puchh liya jo mere gam ka sabab
Maine yaar se judai bata diya...

Jab mere chehre ki udasi puchhi
To maine yaar ki bewafai bata diya..

Usne kaha kurwat nahi milegi bande
Chahe lakh duayein kar lena...

Maut ki veeranian he milegi talkh se..
Chahe phulo se gulshan bhar lena...

Maine kaha marne se kaun darta hai..
Hum to har pal jite marte hai...

Puri umar ka nahi hum to milan
ke ek pal ka intezaar karte hai..

Uski ek jhalak jo mil jaaye
meri ibaabat puri ho jaaye..

Hosh ki parwah nahi phir
chahe sudh budh meri kho jaaye...

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